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[07 Dec 2004|06:10pm]

ok i have a new journal and the name is __yourcocaine 


all of those who want to remain on my friends list just click on the name and add me.


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[07 Dec 2004|04:40pm]
someone help me for a layout for my new lj,yeah i have a new one ill tell everyone what it is when i get the layout done..so help ..anyone?
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[06 Dec 2004|05:07pm]
so i made 2nd alternate All-state , which means im frist chair 2nd band but damnit. i got my scores back today and all of them were almost perfect up until the Sight Reading scores i just messed up, i knew how to count it, it was in the key of Db not that hard of a key but i missed a Db And Gb and it just went on downhill from there = (

i could have done it, i could have made all state.
= (!! shittt doesnt that suck ass.
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[01 Dec 2004|09:30pm]
[ mood | sick ]

I didnt go to school today, becuase im sick. I hate it and love it at the same time, i hate it because well im sick and i love it becuase i dont have to go to school which I dont like being ever so thats always good right?

(skip this if you dont want to hear me ramble about my family)

I had a GREAT time in MO with my cousins and shit. I seriously miss them i got really attached to my dads family while i was up there and not to mention i only get to see them usually every couple years but however i do get to go my cousin Jessica's wedding in July so that will be cool. I think i connected more with my cousin Rachel becuase shes just like me, but older and cooler. Carrie is like so pretty i try not to be envious of her athleticism(is that even a word?) and her looks but oh well. Sam is funny for a 12 year old and is pretty cool. Same goes for everyone else. I would love to go back.
Oh and one thing really intersting happened.

When i got there we went out into what seems to be another small house in their garage, and my aunt linda gave me a beer i was like wtf? you serious( i mean cause like thats not something normal i can do around here with adults around) she was like yeah as long as you drink with family around and your not going anywhere but with us you can drink as much as you want , so i had me a few, i wish we had those rules around here, it would be kickass

all-west this weekend. audition time 9:26 ..damn thats early. i hope i do well enough to make all-state that would be like the best thing ever. anyways.

so basically heres the story with guy that relates to my realtionship with him. i can sum it up quick for you all.

I fell for him, He fell for her, In the end i was screwed



come on kids buy a braclet! LOOK the Duffs are doing it!!!

no seriously buy one it goes towards the until theres a cure foundation which supports HIV/AIDS all the money you buy for the braclet goes towards the fund.

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[20 Nov 2004|11:22pm]
[ mood | sore ]

ok so my attic is one of those you pull down from the celing and it comes down with the ladder folder in it and well when you pull it out from the celing it stops and then you pull it down so it doesnt just come swinging down really fast, well..last night i was going up there and i pulled down hard becuase it usually takes an extra pull to get it down well..i pulled it and it came swinging down really fast and it didnt stop and it smacked my left side of my face and knocked me over, i cant remember if i blacked out or not but it hurt like a mother fucker, yeah so my whole left side of my face like by my eye and cheek bone and by my eyebrow are so sore and bruised i have a knot and a little cut. ick. not cool. i was getting christmas decerations down but then i was all like forget that shit and didnt even go back up there...anyways.

lindsey congrats on making 2nd chair orchestra, and leah for making 1st alternate, too bad i didnt try out. i should have = (

anyone doing anything interesting for Thanksgiving? Im going to Arkansas on thursday to visit my moms side of the family and then coming back that night and then the next morning my dad, my step mom and I are going to Kansas to visit my dads side of the family, my brothers would go but they have to work and im off, i havent seen my dads side since 6th grade so its been a long time, ill be back sunday.

everyone please give me a good list of songs to download, because im making cd's for my trip to kansas and arkansas becuase they are long drives, well arkansas is only 3 hours but kansas is like 12 , damn isnt it sad the the nearest family member of mine lives 3 hours away. =/

i might update before i go if not, Happy Thanksgiving to everyone.

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[16 Nov 2004|02:44pm]
so like channel one came today, we were in the gym all day and then they had like a DJ and shit outsdie after the thing was over and it was fun, It will air tomorrow morning for those who want to watch it. All the channel one guys are so hot..

but so incredibly gay. well maybe not seth but derrick is. not cool. he is sooo fuckin fine , i had a conversation with him. = )

i felt like a little girl at a Backstreet Boys concert.ha
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[15 Nov 2004|03:48pm]
does anyone school watch Channel 1 in the mornings?

if so. our school will be on it tomorrow. ha
i know we are just too cool

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[02 Nov 2004|05:12pm]
[ mood | sympathetic ]

I just got back from my great uncles funeral.wow.
I cant explain to you how sad it was to see my family in so much sorrow.
I really cant tell you how much i cant stand to see my mother sitting there crying and squeezing my hand to the point where it was numb. I saw his open casket.I kind of wish i wouldnt have but I remember at my grandmothers funeral I let people talk me into seeing her open casket, and i feel it was partially a mistake becuase it broke my heart to see her dead, but then again she looked so peaceful. I dont know. I mean i wasnt extrememly close to my great uncle like the rest of my family was,but the fact that someone in my family that has seen my grow up throughout my life is now gone, it just hurts. Well, i wont rant too much about the funeral becuase its done with and nothing can change what happened.
When i got there though everyone didnt recognize me because i have "grown up" so much.I wondered why none of my family spoke to me at first, my mom had to tell them who i was, that was the only funny part all day long but yeah. I really realy dont want to be around for my grandparents funeral, my uncle who is on the edge of death, or anyone else in my family for that matter. I really dont think i could take it.

on the way home i saw the worst thing ever

a Tennessee/Bush fan. Who had a Tennessee sticker and a Bush sticker. No offense to the bush suporters but i think im entitled to my own opinion, as are you.

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woah woah waoh kemosabe big big ballin is my hobby [30 Oct 2004|09:15am]
[ mood | sick ]

Okay so i thought today was Halloween?
maybe i am that stupid.
or not.

Last night was Homecoming. Were late i know this.
We played Bolton we lost 9-6 i wasnt even paying attention to the game i was concentrating on how bad Boltons band was, no offense Amber. I did however encounter a new phenomenon, which is white boys with an ass, seriously they are like poping out of nowhere now and days.

Last night was also our last marching band event for the whole year. People were crying and i started to cry then i stopped becuase i didnt want to get to emotional before we had to go play, im gonna miss so many people. it sucks.

I work today from 11-7 we get to wear jeans. Its about fucking time.

oh funny thing happened last night, Boltons band played a song and mr Davis was like you guys want to learn that really quickly so it took a totally of under 5 minutes and we played it better and faster. how sad. actually wait no. Its funny.

anyways sorry for not updating so much anymore im just extremely busy but yeah i apologize.

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just out of curiosity and boredom... [24 Oct 2004|05:14pm]
[ mood | blah ]

bush or kerry
and why?

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Dont get your weave in a bundle.. [22 Oct 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | your moms face ]

You know what i have realized? I never update anymore, its kind of sad..or not.

Anyways, tomorrow is our last marching band competition, i didnt think i would be but im sad. I really actually like marching now since we arent learning the drill, its whatever though..i cant do anything about it.

Everyone should be happy for me, because i finally got my Tennessee Driver Handbook for my permit, ah yes i know im extremely late ..well not really considering i just turned 15 early september, but yeah be happy...be proud.

My grades in school are not that great and considering i got to Overton, that makes me look like a dumb fuck. I guess i need to stop being such a lazy bastard all the time.

Has anyone ever noticed in the Lion King when simba and his dad are laying in the grass at night and talking about the stars or whatever that the word sex is spelled in the clouds. I guess this means that i have way too much fucking time on my hands.

things i need to do :
- Do better in school( my grades arent horrible just not all A's)
- Practice my flute
- Get ride of this fuckin farmers tan and be tan everywhere else beside my arms.
- Stop writing random journal entries like this one

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columbia contest pics. [18 Oct 2004|09:11pm]

only like 4<IMG src=Collapse )

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[03 Oct 2004|07:51pm]

_pink_divinity ,
_synder_hella ,
alphabetathea ,
anttek_abstract ,
arawilwarn ,
i dont know what that purple is ..maybe you already took me off and i didnt notice oh well.
if you want to stay. again..just let me know

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sorry to do this. not like many of you care though [26 Sep 2004|03:28pm]
i was looking at my friends list and i decided i kind of want to start a new thing of friends

now im not saying i wont keep some but i wont to narrow it down to like 20 -30 maybe? but if you want to stay please just say so. if not . your off. sorry. im just in a pissed off mood.
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stolen from seexthexstars [13 Sep 2004|07:57pm]
What Would You do if...
I cried:
I died:
I asked you to help:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I did something that you could never forgive me for:

What Do You Think Of My...
Choice of music:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Beat me up:
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[11 Sep 2004|07:15am]

guess what ?

its my brithday

buy me something = )


can you believe i work from 10 to 6 today ?

not cool

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[04 Sep 2004|06:31pm]
short/quick entry

- my bad MTV isnt gone, i just hadnt seen them for a few days
- Jay asked to take me out sometimes..hmm
- i kinda have a crush on stephen (works with me..and so does jay)
- worked a 10 am-6 om shift today..damn i did drive thru ..ON MY SECOND DAY...it was all good though i didnt mess up much..i really like chick-fil-a ..some kick ass people work there
- my uniform still isnt in for work, its stuck in the hurricane down if flordia = /
- we didnt get to march last night becuase it rained alot in bartlet and the field was flooded/stands as well...so as we were all dressed up with the bus's at our school and the truck loaded mr. piecuch gets a call from Mr.Cook(bartlet badn director) and tells mr. pq that they arent marching becuase of the flooding. and so we are all ready to go and he says sorry we arent going ..i was so pissed off. so i ended up going to the whitestation/huston game it was pretty cool..the huston band played.. they are doing a gay ass show and there color guard is by far the worst i have ever came across and there intervals are bad. but whatever we are better
- lindsey is grounded so there for she cant come over for my birthday next sat. which fuckin sucks ass like a bitch.

well im going to over to emilys tonight and go to over tomorrow night and hang out with my cool greek buddy john and natalie and emily

hmm ok yeah my dry just broke..how nice.

ok well im going to go shower. i smell like chicken..

omfg lmao i forgot to say when i was working drive thru the second order i took instead of saying please drive around i said please turn around
my god.. lol he was like excuse me? i was like im sorry sir i meant please drive around thank you have a nice day. lmao..

how stupid..
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baby put yo minus down.. [02 Sep 2004|09:18pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

hello beautiful people

ask me 3 questions.
you would make me feel special

oh and ill give you a cookie = )

oh and if anyone takes Mrs.Hardaway for Algebra 2. please tell me the homework. or else she is gonna tell me this tomorrow
put that minus down baby

and no one wants to hear that..atleast not from a bitch who came straight out of hell.

ok yes anyways ask away. i dont care what you ask.

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those silly silly label [23 Aug 2004|06:53pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

ok i admit i use to put labels on people by the things they wore. but come on seriously people, just becuase you wear abercrombie/american eagle doesnt make you a slutty prep, well that might apply to some..or same goes for people who wear pac sun, alot of people think people are posers for wearing pac sun who dont skate or whatever but personally i just think if something looks good and it looks good on you whats wrong with wearing it?

someone please tell me. i had a big discussion about that today with a bunch of people like 10 and 3 of those 10 actually took my side.

i think thats pretty logical. i mean..it took me a while to realize how stupid labels are.

same goes for music too. i mean i dont listen to like EVERYTHING but i listen to a wide variety and people juge my music taste alot...i listen to like Alkaline trio, TBS, Brand New, Hiddin in plain view,boxcar racer,the hives,the killers,matchbox romance and that type of music and then there is john mayer. people think john mayer sucks but honestly i think hes great. his skills on the guitar are amazing..his lyrics are beyond beautiful ..and his voice is relaxing and soothing to listen too

so whats wrong with that

people who put labels on people

are stupid fuck heads

just go suck a fuck bitches.

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[23 Jul 2004|04:57pm]
[ mood | happy ]

oh snap its alie (4:42:07 PM): do you fancy lindsey
JockoRoxMySox07 (4:42:27 PM): o yes
JockoRoxMySox07 (4:42:29 PM): so very much
JockoRoxMySox07 (4:42:32 PM): mmm mmm mm

damn ashley

pimpin like what my nigga

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